Boring!

Its another boring day with nothing to do! (Though I have got my log book to fill, e-journels to to send but no thanks)
Working life is so miserable!
You barely have time to have entertainment.
Maybe its event line? Not sure.
John asked me whether if i want to continue in this line after graduation, many doubts starts pop-ing out in my head.
Yes its fun when you get involve, espically exposure to so many people but the planning part just kill.
Another point, you dun get OT pay even if you work till 6am in the morning! How pathetic! But if you calculate, your pockets will be damn heavy if OT is provided.
Oh well, walk one step see one step. When the time comes, I will know what my direction is.


The incident keeps ringing in my head.
I can't get it away!
I really hope that you will give me more attention.
I rather not have the freedom you are giving me.
You might think its too much to ask for, shoo-ing me off with the same excuses.
I wish.

Horrible, unbelieveable and disgusted.

Its a horrible today.
I don't have much to say.
I'm not gonna record it down here.
I'm not gonna make myself remember today.
I shall erase my memory for today.
The pain wil go away. Slowly. I believe.

Hmm...

Heard this song in Angie's car today, got some thoughts...

Boyzone - Love Me for a Reason

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please

It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know, girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

I HATE MONDAYS!

Oh freak its monday again!

Monday means...
I need to prepare and update the invitation list for the bloody trade seminar to present to the clients.
I need to ensure I get every single thing right, spelling error cannot be spared!
I need to get everything done fast.
I need to attend meeting at MCYS.
I need to take down minutes of the meeting.
I need to go back to the office no matter what time izzit to get the contact report done.
Which means I have to OT! OVERTIME YOU BIATCH!!

Argh!!! This is driving me nuts!

Stupid biatch din issue my pay to me. My frens all got their check liao mtf! I wan my sesame seeds pay pretty please!!! ARGH!!! Anybody interested in an old but rich woman who loves GOD? Shes single mind you! Please do a good deed by making her happy so that I will have a better life too!